Again

I am in love again

With another without compare

Yet alas all is complicated

For hard it is to meet my ends

But I am here to take it all

Fighting odds without release

Because my love with him is enough

To make me withstand the times ahead

Void - Haiku

Meadow by the pond
Blades of grass stand in silence
Stillness covers all

Rantings

I'm fat. I'm fat but I'm still happy. A little depressed because I can't get hot men, but still quite happy. As of late, I've had a little urge to exercise again. Too lazy I am, I guess, because every other exercise day, I pig out and sloth about the house. Crazy isn't it? 

One of the tributaries to my continued slothing about is my newly restored household wifi. So for most of the day, I'm on my bed surfing for porn, anime, and hot guys. I visit Heroes forums here and there but still guys and anime take precedence. So yes, I'm a chubby, exercise-challenged, horny nerd of a prick cruising the net for porn and geeking about Heroes the series.

I miss my men-folk real badly, especially my dear JhayJhay and my beloved Joseph.  God they're lovely. A caring pair they are. Jhayjhay my boyfriend, is a sweet and talented lover. Joseph on the other hand is my bestfriend and lifepartner, we love each other very dearly. Jhayjhay, is off to China while Joseph and I barely went out this summer. Good thing Joseph and I have a date coming up, goodness I miss him.

Jhayjhay, you promised that when you return, you'll find me okay? I hope you do.

A Gay Nerd’s Dream

Do you watch Heroes? Have you watched their finale? I you said yes on both and if your knowledgeable on shonen-ai/yaoi don't you think that Hiro and Ando was kind of sweetly gay that time? I did, and I nearly got h$rny when I saw that scene. Well, A gay nerd can only hope though. Low chances of this actually happening since super conservative sexist racist religious white crackers rule American Media.

Two Men so deep in love

No friendly bond can hold it in

So their bond breaks out in romance so true

Filling their heartfelt gaps 

I can only hope that this happens to me

For bonds so precious are rare

Good thing I'm still young

So hope is still in the air

Rich Earth - Haiku

The soft garden soil.

Water trickles from the sky.

Fertile, the land is. 

Innate Good

The Light so dearly sought

Is within all human life

For nought is the being without it

Since the good remains despite the grim

Lost is the one who says kindness is but a thought

A state as arbitrary as anything else

Oh may The Providence reach out to him

To kindle his fire once more 

Red Flower Tree - Haiku

Bright red flowers high

Winds blow through the colored tops

Children smile below

Bestfriend

Long parted friends see each other again

Upon streets of ochre and brown

Laughs and light teases fill the pathway air

As they walk happily to places familiar and old

Truly long has  the summer been

For many things have changed and grown 

Too happy the young man is

Seeing Joseph his beloved friend by his side 

From Afar

A young bronze-skinned Man

Tall and glistening under the morning sun

Has his eyes upon the clouds

As the light shines upon his angelic face

From afar an Admirer smiles in glee

For he relishes in the young Man's beauty

Wishing ever greatly that he can take him full

His lust consumes his very core

Sound

In fleeting echoes the church bells ring

Filling the heavy forest air with sound

The Lost leap in ecstacy

Now knowing their wandering has come to pass

With hurried frenzy they run towards the source

Forgetting their weary minds and bodies sore

Upon reaching the Hallowed Grounds

They fall and weep knowing that they will live on

Wake

Mourners fill the low house

Many even come from afar

A Dear Old Friend has died you see

Leaving many loved ones scarred

The stone-faced man simply hopes

That they do not simply lose hold of life

For futures bright await those who are left

Though tears flow heavily from their hearts

Full Glass

An empty glass vessel

Has been poured of wine

For hours passed wine flowed through it

Yet never filling to its highest rim

Perhaps maybe alot has drank from it

Consuming wine as it flowed

But alas this is not the reason

Since the glass vessel has a hole