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Again
June 17, 2007I am in love again
With another without compare
Yet alas all is complicated
For hard it is to meet my ends
But I am here to take it all
Fighting odds without release
Because my love with him is enough
To make me withstand the times ahead
Rantings
I'm fat. I'm fat but I'm still happy. A little depressed because I can't get hot men, but still quite happy. As of late, I've had a little urge to exercise again. Too lazy I am, I guess, because every other exercise day, I pig out and sloth about the house. Crazy isn't it?
One of the tributaries to my continued slothing about is my newly restored household wifi. So for most of the day, I'm on my bed surfing for porn, anime, and hot guys. I visit Heroes forums here and there but still guys and anime take precedence. So yes, I'm a chubby, exercise-challenged, horny nerd of a prick cruising the net for porn and geeking about Heroes the series.
I miss my men-folk real badly, especially my dear JhayJhay and my beloved Joseph. God they're lovely. A caring pair they are. Jhayjhay my boyfriend, is a sweet and talented lover. Joseph on the other hand is my bestfriend and lifepartner, we love each other very dearly. Jhayjhay, is off to China while Joseph and I barely went out this summer. Good thing Joseph and I have a date coming up, goodness I miss him.
Jhayjhay, you promised that when you return, you'll find me okay? I hope you do.
A Gay Nerd’s Dream
June 8, 2007Do you watch Heroes? Have you watched their finale? I you said yes on both and if your knowledgeable on shonen-ai/yaoi don't you think that Hiro and Ando was kind of sweetly gay that time? I did, and I nearly got h$rny when I saw that scene. Well, A gay nerd can only hope though. Low chances of this actually happening since super conservative sexist racist religious white crackers rule American Media.
Two Men so deep in love
No friendly bond can hold it in
So their bond breaks out in romance so true
Filling their heartfelt gaps
I can only hope that this happens to me
For bonds so precious are rare
Good thing I'm still young
So hope is still in the air
Rich Earth - Haiku
June 7, 2007The soft garden soil.
Water trickles from the sky.
Fertile, the land is.
Innate Good
The Light so dearly sought
Is within all human life
For nought is the being without it
Since the good remains despite the grim
Lost is the one who says kindness is but a thought
A state as arbitrary as anything else
Oh may The Providence reach out to him
To kindle his fire once more
Red Flower Tree - Haiku
June 6, 2007Bright red flowers high
Winds blow through the colored tops
Children smile below
Bestfriend
June 4, 2007Long parted friends see each other again
Upon streets of ochre and brown
Laughs and light teases fill the pathway air
As they walk happily to places familiar and old
Truly long has the summer been
For many things have changed and grown
Too happy the young man is
Seeing Joseph his beloved friend by his side
From Afar
June 3, 2007A young bronze-skinned Man
Tall and glistening under the morning sun
Has his eyes upon the clouds
As the light shines upon his angelic face
From afar an Admirer smiles in glee
For he relishes in the young Man's beauty
Wishing ever greatly that he can take him full
His lust consumes his very core
Sound
June 2, 2007In fleeting echoes the church bells ring
Filling the heavy forest air with sound
The Lost leap in ecstacy
Now knowing their wandering has come to pass
With hurried frenzy they run towards the source
Forgetting their weary minds and bodies sore
Upon reaching the Hallowed Grounds
They fall and weep knowing that they will live on
Wake
June 1, 2007Mourners fill the low house
Many even come from afar
A Dear Old Friend has died you see
Leaving many loved ones scarred
The stone-faced man simply hopes
That they do not simply lose hold of life
For futures bright await those who are left
Though tears flow heavily from their hearts
Full Glass
An empty glass vessel
Has been poured of wine
For hours passed wine flowed through it
Yet never filling to its highest rim
Perhaps maybe alot has drank from it
Consuming wine as it flowed
But alas this is not the reason
Since the glass vessel has a hole






