Brain Dump

Though I do recognize God as an essential aspect of my life, I have never thought, as of late, to abandon my gayness. Hell and the lot about eternal pain had deterred my embrace of this lifestyle for quite some time but it really feels unimportant to me. No really, It isn't an issue anymore.  Its not because that I believe that Hell doesn't exist, its more of I think, Homosexuality isn't that much of a sin.

Erasing the muck about lust, being cruel, and being overly effeminate, homosexual desires and homosexual relationships, at least in my opinion, is romantic attraction or love between people of the same sex.  It would then, again at least in my opinion, be as normal as all the other 'normal' romantic relationships out there. Believe me, in my lucid attempts at courting, meaning the times that I don't just want to get them in the sack, I simply do like them. In more serious situations, I just simply, love them. 

Yes, I know very well that the bible is completely against the whole homosexuality thing or even sex in general. There are however, recent attempts in the Christian community that say a whole lot about bible truths have been lost in its translations between hebrew, greek, latin and then eventually english. In fact, there has been lots of studies regarding the persons who've written them, questioning if they truly were expressing 'God's Will' or merely expressing their point-of-view about how God would think. It's interesting to know what these studies would come up with one day. Don't worry, these are being done by real historians so we're assured of at least some professionalism or an objective approach to the topic. 

So it looks like I'll be gay for a long time, if not my entire life. It is interesting to note though, that according to those who know me, my taste in men's looks is comparable to a dog's taste in eating a dug up bone over a freshly cooked slice of beef.